Evil is as Evil does

Okay, by now you should have gotten the point that I am not exactly evil....it is only a nickname. If you haven't, well, you should probably stop reading now and move on and never return to read this blog ever again. Well, anyway, not being evil, I have come to some serious realizations the past couple of weeks. No shit. Like real, life-changing, scary, wild, interesting realizations. I am not sure where to go with them, yet, but damn if I ain't a bit freaked out by them.

Over the past year, I have come to realize that most of the shit that happens does actually come around again. It seems that even when I think that someone is out of my life, somehow they end up back in it. I am not talking about a singular case here. I am talking about 5-10 people who disappeared from my life only to make a stellar return....thus stirring up all the old feelings and such. If this has never happened to you, well, lucky you. If it has, you know exactly where I am coming from. The silly part with me is that it seems I have an unusually high number of returning guests. I am not sure if that is a good or bad sign. If I were a restaurant or hotel, it would be good. But obviously, I am not. I am a girl. Some girls just wish they had this problem. To them I say "Don't be daft!" Some of these folks can actually become hemorrhoid-like ...disappearing then reappearing to be a pain in the ass. Some of them can be wonderful and meaningful. One thing is for sure, though, never, EVER think someone is gone for good. It just ain't so. Oh, by the way, I am still in love with him. After 13 years. Great God Damn!